I wonder if I ever pop up in anyone’s head.
I wonder if someone ever suddenly thinks, oh hey how’s she going? Do people check up on me? Does anyone ever think about me randomly, or smile when thinking about old memories? Do people ever miss me?
It’s weird to think about it, but it’d be nice to know that I’m thought of time to time.
People act like they care, like they’re your friend until you actually need somebody and you realize that you have nobody and that no one cares
the moral of the story is never have feelings for anybody ever
I think the weirdest thing is that the person you’re going to marry and spend the rest of your life together with is currently walking the earth, living their own life, going to school or going to work or whatever, doing all these things and making all these memories that you’ll get to hear about from them years from now.
Have you ever felt?
Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.